The Art of Wellbeing Should Have Been Their Business
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Care is not kindness; it is infrastructure at the heart of the art of wellbeing. And when organisations mistake one for the other, the cost is carried in the body, long after the meeting ends.
What the Painting Already Knew
Before I had the language for it, I had the image.
World Order is a 60cm x 60 centimeter painting of two human figures clamped inside a blood pressure cuff labelled World Order. The cuff connects to a monitor sitting on top of the globe. The earth itself is under pressure. Its core is burning. And the readings on the monitor are not numbers. They are the language of systemic weight. Artificial sense. Dichotomy. Repulse.
The machine is not measuring health. It is measuring what it costs to exist inside systems that were never designed to see you clearly.
I painted this before I had fully named what I was carrying. That is what art does. It arrives at the truth before the mind is ready to hold it.
The Straw
There was a point, not a dramatic single moment, but an accumulation, where the weight became undeniable.
I was working at senior level inside an organisation. Holding two roles simultaneously. Service manager of a team. Executive assistant to the MD. One pay grade. The mathematics of that were never addressed. The logic of it was never questioned. It was simply expected.
When I became ill, genuinely ill, the response was not care. It was scrutiny. The kind of scrutiny that communicates, without ever saying it directly: we are not sure you deserve this leave. My doctor signed me off. Then signed me off again. He said clearly: this is not sustainable. Stop.
It also emerged, in time, that I had been training people who were being paid significantly more than me. When that was raised, the response was familiar to anyone who has ever named something true inside a system that depends on it remaining unnamed. I was told I had a chip on my shoulder.
The straw does not break the camel’s back in one moment. It is the accumulation of every unreasonable weight placed on a structure that was never supported to carry it.
The body keeps the score long after you have left the building.
Care Is Not Kindness
Here is what I want to be precise about, because the language matters.
When I speak about care, I am not speaking about kindness. Kindness is a disposition. It is personal, warm, and optional. Care, as infrastructure, is architectural. It is the difference between an organisation that says it values its people and an organisation that has built the conditions in which people can actually function.
The distinction matters because organisations can perform kindness whilst dismantling care. Like the highly prompted wellbeing weeks and then simultaneously overload their people. They can speak warmly in all-staff meetings and question someone’s legitimate illness in the same breath. They can celebrate diversity in their communications and pay people differently for the same work.
This is not always cruelty. Often it is not even conscious. It is what happens when wellbeing becomes language without becoming structure. When the words are present but the architecture is absent.
And for the leaders who inherited these structures and who did not build them, but who feel their weight too and know something is not working but have not yet found the language for what needs to change, this is precisely the conversation that needs to happen. Not as an indictment. As an opening.

The Pressure Is in the Painting
World Order is not only about one experience. It is about what happens to the body when it is asked to perform inside systems built on extraction.
Anyone navigating an organisation that was not built to see them carries a weight that does not appear on any job description. That weight accumulates and shows up in the body.
But the data is clear that this weight is not equally distributed.
In the UK, research consistently shows that people of Black African and Black Caribbean heritage experience disproportionately higher rates of hypertension than the wider population. This is not incidental. UK-based studies have documented the direct link between chronic exposure to racial discrimination and elevated cardiovascular stress responses, a biological record of what sustained systemic pressure does over time.
The people carrying this are not the minority. They are the global majority. And the organisations that house them are often the last to read what the body has already written.
For those of us whose lineage runs through the Caribbean, through the transatlantic slave trade, through the specific and documented brutality of that history (which on 25th March 2026 was acknowledged by the UN General Assembly as “the gravest crime against humanity”) CARICOM Reparations Commission has formally named the connection between that historical trauma and the prevalence of non-communicable diseases including hypertension across the Caribbean region today. This is not ancient history dressed up as contemporary grievance. It is an unbroken line.
The pressure in the painting is not metaphor. It is data.
The Art of Wellbeing Is Your Business
In 2024, I ran a masterclass through Rebel School called The Art of Wellbeing is Your Business. It was built on the SSCS™ principles, Self-Soothing Creative Steps, and its four pillars of Support, Self-Love, Spirituality, and Security; using art, affirmation, and creative practice as the daily architecture of a sustainable rhythm.
The premise was not complicated. The wellbeing of human beings is not a peripheral concern for any organisation. It is foundational. Whether you are the leader or the person navigating beneath the weight of leadership, care as infrastructure is what makes everything else possible. Strategy. Retention. Culture. Performance. All of it rests on whether the people inside the organisation are actually being held.
Not performed at. Held.
That masterclass was built from lived experience, mine and other, and from the research, the data, and the pattern that keeps showing up across organisations when care is treated as optional rather than foundational. From the knowledge of what it costs when the architecture is absent. And from the belief that creative practice is not a luxury add-on to a wellbeing strategy. It is the thing that returns people to themselves when systems have taken them far from who they are.
The art of wellbeing should have been their business.
It still can be.
What Becomes Possible
This is not a story about blame. Instead, it is a story about cost and about what opens up when the architecture changes.
Many leaders are sitting inside organisations they did not design, running systems they inherited, feeling the gap between what the organisation says about its people and what those people actually experience. That gap is not invisible to them. What is often missing is not the willingness, it is the language, and a way of seeing clearly enough to know where to begin.
When an organisation builds care as infrastructure rather than performing it as culture, something shifts. People do not have to spend energy managing the distance between what they are told and what they live. That energy returns to the work. Retention improves, not because of a policy, but because people feel the difference between being seen and being managed.
The leader willing to examine that gap, to ask honest questions about what their people are actually carrying and what the organisation is or is not providing, has access to something most organisations are searching for and cannot find. Not because it is complicated. Because it requires honesty.
World Order is a painting about pressure. But it is also a painting about what becomes possible when the cuff is removed. When the figures step out. When the earth stops burning at its edges.
The body already knows what it needs. The question is whether the organisation is willing to build it.
Narrative Alignment Reflection
Locate where the gap is showing up for you, or for the people you lead.
Whether you are carrying this or responsible for the conditions that create it, the Narrative Alignment Reflection will help you locate where it is happening.
Because here, is where art becomes your strategy.
Gentle Note: I share my lived experiences, creative practices, and perspectives as a therapeutic art practitioner. I am not a licensed therapist, and my content is not a substitute for professional mental health support. If you feel you need clinical or crisis assistance, please reach out to a qualified professional or view the community resources list.
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